fuck I’m not in the right headspace when I’m asking this, unresolved trauma. Now I’m repeating in my head “love them more than my mental illnesses”.

I wanted to warn an organization i cared about my past and that manipulation comes naturally to me to the point where I don’t notice after the fact. I legit want see them succeeded and stand in blind solidarity.

I have reached out someone in the organization about my issues. I’m hoping they respond.

  • solidheron@sh.itjust.worksOP
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    12 days ago

    Yeah from my end there’s no one who can relate to me.

    I’m exercising and gonna try to eat vitamins and unprocessed foods.

    I’m also telling another person that Im concerned for them.

    I’m not gonna give into toxic behavior